Is it a sex blog? A mommy blog? A bitch & moan blog? Um, . . . yeah. This is my place to be totally honest. In my real life, I feel like I'm always lying to somebody about something. Here, I am totally honest. Brutally so. However, no matter what bad things I say about my kids, I adore them and would never ever really, say, sell them on Ebay. The husband, often referred to as Spousehole, is another story. Oh yeah - if you are under 18 (or if you are my husband), please leave now.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

I'm Ba-a-a-a-ck

Yes, it turns out the phone co repair dude who was working up the street on Thursday disconnected us instead of/in addition to someone else. Idiots. And it took them until Sunday afternoon to figure this out and fix it? Complete effing idiots. I better get a credit for phone AND dsl, damn it.

I'm doing better than earlier. Not great, but better. Kind of numb now.

In-laws will be here any minute with the kids. Apparently MIL made dinner and is bringing it along to eat here. Like I'm incapable of feeding my family? (I guess I'm a little touchy. Constant criticism all weekend will do that to a person.)

Since they are bringing the kids back so late, Spousehole won't be able to take them with him to church. Our arrangement, you see, is that he will take them to child care at church on Sunday night while he has senior high youth group and that way I have a night to myself with no kids and no spouse. Hasn't happened that way yet this fall, since kids have been sick. I realize I just had a whole weekend without the little buggers, but I was either dealing with Spousehole himself or his complete rejection/lack of emotion toward me all weekend and that was draining. An evening alone sounded really nice. Oh well.

6 comments:

fasthot333 said...

Nice arrangement. I'm painting with the kids buzzing around. Glad you could get things straightened out!

Edtime Stories said...

hug babe... you know I think you are great

Vixen said...

I think you are great too... Try not to let things get to you. BTDT, so I know it's way easier said than done.

xo

Enyo said...

good to have you back :) /hugs for your rough weekend....it seems to be the kind of weekend that was going around...best laid plans and all...

Kitty said...

Keep your chin up, LOVE yourself first! I know it's hard to do but, back away from him. Give him some space and concentrate on yourself for a while.

Hugs to you.

crse said...

I hope this whole night alone thing does work out sweetie. You deserve that.